I guess I have lessons In life tell me I need to think deeper about situationsthings are going to be better. I promise
People who can keep their cool when being told off or made fun of are not to be messed with
Can’t help it. I’ve lost what i had but trying get to get back is harder. Through the days it is harder to listen act and support...
ugh, i had a great night. I was able to finally smoke (it’s been about 2 months, or more). I feel great. The pain and worries faded away. I forgot how good it feels! I’ve been so tired of all the lies and drama surrounding me. Is it that hard to be honest nowadays? I just don’t get it.
I’m so glad my fiance is honest with me. We have always been honest with each other and it has been great. I don’t know what I’d do without him. It’s been really tough with him back home. It’s only been like two weeks since I’ve seen him, but it feels like a lifetime. It’s going to be so hard when he goes off to the air force. But, he will be my airman, and I will support him every second. I love him so much. I never thought I could love someone this much. He makes me feel whole, and better.